I'm thinking of changing House of Valla's cover. Usually I don't put people on my covers because I prefer to allow the reader's imagination to create the characters' features, but maybe for this one?
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Chapter 10: Ethereal Musician
Alayna lives as a recluse in the giant redwood forest far from
prying eyes. When intruders break into her home with the intention of robbing
and using her, a man with vivid green eyes becomes an unlikely saviour. The
instant they see each other their fates are sealed. Ben and Alayna have the
kind of attraction that reeks of a celestial mandate.
Alayna feels it too, because Ben possesses a kiss able to break worlds. His green eyes are an ethereal magnificence amid the redwoods, lighting the way for love, music, dreams and destiny to mark their paths, but such a connection has a price.
Ten
A VIOLIN RESTED in its case on her desk.
Ben stopped dead when he
saw it.
His heart had thundered
during the night and his blood had raced. Every emotion hidden and unknown had
surfaced until flesh was soul and time was as ancient and unknowable as the cosmos.
She emptied him from the inside out and then she remade him.
That quickening was now
as nothing as to what assaulted every sense he possessed.
A violin.
Music.
In the filtered light of
this new day, he approached it as if it was a viper. Already his hand reached
to take possession. The contradiction between thought and action created
theories of chaos in his mind.
The desired object was
in his hands.
This was a work of art,
an instrument lovingly crafted.
An ache grew in his gut.
Alayna paid a lot of money
for this. Why?
“To hear you play,” she
whispered behind him.
He did not move. He
simply stared at what he held in his hands. The ache sought release.
“You know yourself now
…”
“Do I?” he croaked.
“You have a fair idea
and it will become clearer as you move forward.”
He swallowed. “So?” But
those answers were of less importance to the growing pressure within him.
“Knowing means leaving,
Ben. You returned to understand that … and to accept it. You must go forward,
never back.”
Her hands were on his
shoulders, warm through the thin shirt he’s shrugged on to stave off some of
the chill. He took great comfort from her touch, now. Every word she spoke was
only truth. This was finally relief.
“We have an ages
difference that won’t hold up in this society,” she murmured.
He turned then. “Ages?” he said, his gaze intent.
She did not blink. “Yes.
Ages.”
“How old are you?” The
words tore from him. Suspicion could now become fact.
Even now she wouldn’t
give him that. No lies, but not straightforward fact either. “Too old. Very
old. We are old souls both.”
She intended to leave
him with only his suspicions. She intended to keep to the rumor of what souls
were capable of.
He dug deeper. “How old
am I? I do not mean my soul.”
Alayna blinked. “That
would be the real question, wouldn’t it?”
And that answered it for
him.
Smiling then, he lifted
the violin to his shoulder, tucked it under his chin, sensing the knots unraveling
inside. Already notes floated into his blood.
“And you want to hear me
play before I hit the long road.”
Her sigh settled over
him like a warm blanket. “It will be your final gift to me.”
He lifted the bow. It
settled whisper soft onto the strings. Fingers found the right chords
automatically. This he knew; this was
his true self.
The first angelic note
soared, and every bird in the forest fell silent to listen.
Tears coursed freely
over Alayna’s cheeks.
Worlds far, far, away
knitted back together as the flows of energy flew along the musical curves of
creation itself.
It was her final gift to
him as well.
Saturday, July 29, 2023
Audiobook Reviews
While getting the links for EURUE, had a bit of a scroll through my other audiobooks, and found a few reviews I hadn't noticed before:
All audiobook links on AUDIO BOOKS page
EURUE's audiobook is now live!
It took a while to get this one out there, but EURUE is finally available 🏆💝
When I put EURUE up for narration, I'd decided to go with a different accent, rather than a 'proper' English one because a Forgotten World needed something 'other', in my opinion. so, I am beyond pleased that Chiquito came along!
Do have a listen 🎧
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Chapter 10: Ancient Illumination
Back when I started the Chapter 10 excerpts, I told you, once the Lore books were completed, I'd move to those of my books that are lengthy enough to have a chapter 10. This includes Ilfin of Arc, TINSAL, Ethereal Musician, Gabriel, Latticework, The Orphan, The Potter, and Ancient Illumination, which is today's excerpt. Enjoy!
Fire spews and ice follows. The world Drakonis is near death
and all life has fled. Except for Brennan, the thief who hears mysterious
directions to Castle Drakon on the wind, and brothers Bastian and Cole, who
choose to follow her. Then there’s Halley, an exotic dancer from the burning
cities, and Audri, who refuses to speak.
In a grotto under the ice they discover three others alive and before the warmth of a fire hear of a mighty legend. Unravelling its mysteries could lead to a way off a dying world. An ancient light will illuminate their path.
Chapter 10
Of
course we cannot determine night or day while asleep under an ice shelf, but
the time comes when we are all again aware.
This is our third day into the journey and we are
still four. Perhaps there is no parallel.
Our conundrum now is whether to go forward with the
tunnel, or go up. Audri’s marker stone does not react for either, thus both
directions are the right ones.
I suggest we go forward until we hit rock. At least
that will mark the end of ice. With alacrity the others agree, and we proceed
with the delving after having something to eat.
We hit rock within an hour. And thus we go up.
An absolute surprise awaits us when we break through
to the surface.
The sun is shining.
We
are like creatures caught in headlights.
We freeze in position and stare at the impossible
glare highlighting us.
“Down!” Bastian says, first to find his wits, and we
cower swiftly.
Still, that achieves little, for we are dark dots in a
white landscape of both ice and light.
Castle Drakon towers over us. Bathed in light.
It cannot be sunshine. It is therefore sorcery.
“Two can play this game,” Audri mutters, and begins to
murmur words under her breath. Strung together, they sound like chants.
There is no entry into the castle, according to
legend. It is sealed eternally. There are no doors visible on the outside,
according to Galint back in the grotto. And, it appears, these two keys I carry
with me have nothing to do with actual locks.
We have to get in. The only way to hide now is to
enter the monolith towering over us, and Audri has realised that.
She has control over the elements, she claims, but
other than snapping embers into flame in the grotto, we have not seen proof of
it. The first night in these highlands she said she dare not employ her gifts
for fire, for it would reveal us. Last night no doubt she thought it safer to
hold herself in check. She could have melted the ice, I suppose, but that would
have seen us dead in a heartbeat.
Is she able to manipulate rock?
I feel Bastian at my back and wish we lived in a
different time. I notice Cole sending us a look. He cannot be jealous, because
we were never that way inclined with each other, but it is a strange look. I
wonder what is going on in his mind. How far will he go to survive?
Then none of that matters.
An arch has appeared in the rock before us. The
bizarre light that emanates from Castle Drakon overhead picks out the planes of
a stairway within going up.
“It’s a real doorway,” Audri says in a hoarse voice,
as if strained beyond bearing, “made of solid rock. I can’t hold it at bay
long. Are we going in or not?”
Cole answers for us. He sets foot to the first step
beyond the arch. We follow. Audri brings up the rear, muttering once more,
probably closing the arch to hide our point of entry.
Darkness envelopes us, but I know I experience
elation. We are inside when everyone said there was no way to enter.
It smells of antiquity here and has the aroma of
rampant magic. What else is there to do but employ another light stone? This is
the second to last one, but we have to see to climb.
In the glow that results, Audri clutches at her throat
and falls to her knees. “Can’t … breathe …” She falls sideways, landing
awkwardly on the stairs … staring starkly up.
I gasp for air myself, but it isn’t a manipulation as
she has suffered; it is sorrow. Audri, pretty supportive friend, is dead.
Between one eye blink and the next.
Bastian slaps a hand over my mouth and shakes his head
emphatically at Cole. Do not make a sound,
his actions imply.
He stares up into the gloom beyond the stone’s light,
there where the stairs seems to level off. A moment later he holds up two
fingers. Clearly, two await our unwary entry into the halls of Castle Drakon
itself.
We stare at each other, then down at Audri, and then
upwards. We do not make a sound, but it is beyond clear that we have no choice.
We shall meet whatever awaits us with whatever means and courage we possess.
I kneel beside Audri, kiss her forehead, close her
eyes, and remove her marker stone. Bastian and Cole briefly each grip one of
her hands, and then we rise together and start climbing ancient timeworn steps
carved from rock.
When we reach the top, we discover a solid iron door.
Strange glyphs mark the surface, as if in warning. Bastian pushes at it, very
gently. I think we expect it not to budge at all, but it swings soundlessly
open. Now, if that was a warning etched into the metal, it is less than
effective.
Cole peers to the left and shakes his head at us.
Carefully he steps in and peers around the opened door to the right. He shrugs.
He sees no one.
Bastian drags him back, takes the lighted stone from
him and tosses it over his shoulder. He holds up two fingers again, nodding his
head emphatically.
Thus, we cannot see the watchers, but they are there
and they are waiting for us.
What to do now?
There is light beyond the door, enough to reveal a
stone wall opposite and a black floor. It’s dusty, and Bastian points to where
there is a clear footprint in the powder. It reveals a shiny substance
underneath, and it also reveals one of those waiting for us is huge.
Right. So what do
we do?
We stare at each other in consternation.
And then it comes to me. If Audri was right about
Wyvern blood returning during calamity in order to restart Drakonis as
civilisation, there is absolutely no way they will harm me. And, and I wince as
I think this, I have the last two with me bearing the Riginar blood. One of them
will be my mate, according to their thinking. They will not cause harm to come
to either, not until a babe is conceived.
I swallow.
It is a mighty risk.
When I look at Bastian, he winks at me. Clearly the
same thoughts have occurred to him. He spreads his hands, asking if we’re going
to chance it on a rumour from a temple legend.
What else is there to do?
We can’t stagnate at the top of ancient stairs because
fear holds us back. We will be dead in less than three days anyway.
I glance over my shoulder a final time, but Audri is
lost to view. Farewell, friend.
I grin then at Bastian … and step boldly into the
passage.
Cole hisses, he loves doing that, always has, but
Bastian pulls him along with him as he follows. Audri’s stone tells me to go
right. We do so, treading carefully in the dust, lest one of us slips. Bastian
gazes over his shoulder, only the once.
“Two behind us,” he mutters.
Then he whispers in Cole’s ear, no doubt telling him
what we figured out. Cole gives both of us a wide-eyed stare, and grins.
“Can you see them?” I ask, leading the way.
“Feel only,” Bastian responds. “But they’re big.”
Many silent minutes later we come to an arch without a
door. Beyond is a large space lit by flames in an ancient hearth. There are
multiple alcoves, but we cannot discern detail.
As we search the chamber from the arch, wondering
whether to enter or go on, there is a sense of pressure building behind us. All
three of us snap around to find shadows coalescing. The fabric of light and
dark appears to be taking on tangible presence and growing in size and intent
by the second. Suddenly this massed presence rushes at us, and we stumble in
our haste to escape it into the fire lit chamber.
Cole falls, Bastian flails, and I am shoved forward by
an unseen hand.
A door slams with an almighty crash. There was no door
in that arch, and now it has one and it has locked us into this space.
Cole hurtles at it and bounces back.
Right. We are trapped.
We are inside Castle Drakon and everyone knows we are
here.
Nothing
works now.
The heat stones are inactive. Cole attempts to burn
the door down with them, and the last light stone is no longer white. We hear a
crackling sound and find it reduced to a papery brown object.
Audri’s marker stone, when I check it, disintegrates
into blue sprinkles. We dare not open the pouch with the last black sustenance
stones, just in case the act of ignoring them ensures their continued
existence.
“I bet the key stones work, though,” Cole mutters, and
he is probably right. They are still needed. No one will interfere with those …
yet.
After investigating the shadowy alcoves, we understand
two things. One is that we are meant to stay here, for there is a bed awaiting
us, as there is food under metal domes upon a table, and two is that we are meant
to sleep together - there is only the one bed.
Bastian stares at it a long while before saying,
“Brennan, something will force this upon us if we don’t do so willingly.”
“You’re saying Audri had it right about the blood
thing?” Cole frowns.
I know Cole; he hates the thought of someone telling
him what to do.
Bastian nods and sits on the edge of the big bed. “Dad
told me every Riginar born is inducted into the temple, because we have special
genetics Drakonis requires. I forgot about all that until Audri started
speaking. While we haven’t needed to hide our last names as the Wyverns have
had to, we were all of us marked at birth and told to keep the mark ever
hidden.”
“I thought it was a birthing defect,” Cole says.
“It is at birth, but it is placed upon us, it isn’t a
natural mark. Why did I forget all this?” Bastian mutters.
“Life,” I say. “You had to survive after your dad died
and keep an eye on cat burglar Cole here. A mark on your skin is of little
consequence then.”
“True.” He meets my eyes. “I don’t like being forced.”
“And I don’t like having witnesses around,” I say.
The smile he bestows upon me then races my blood. “Are
we on the same page? We refuse to do as is expected?”
I want to kiss him and I’m sure it shows in my face,
for his eyelids flicker a bit. “Look, don’t touch, I say.”
He laughs under his breath. “Cole was right all those
years ago. He said then you would never turn your back on what is right.”
Cole laughs aloud. “I remember! Brennan brought me
home and you thought she was a bad influence, hauling your little brother about
on rooftops.”
“A burglar and purse snatcher isn’t actually on the
side of right, Bastian,” I murmur.
“Why did you do so?” he asks, his blue gaze bright.
I shrug. “To eat.” It was as simple as that, then.
“And had Cole not come home with ill-gotten gains, I
would have starved. It was necessity, Brennan, not right or wrong.”
“It was fun, too,” Cole laughs.
I grin his way. We had fun, yes, many days, many
nights. We also nearly lost our lives on many occasions. My smile vanishes as I
remember that.
Cole shrugs, perhaps thinking the same.
“Destroy the keys, Brennan,” Bastian suggests. “Any
choices we make now must be ours to make, not at the will of an old
manipulation.”
Someone is listening and watching, no doubt, and that
someone must have heard all that was said, including that final statement.
Someone would come soon to enforce his or her will.
I have moments only.
Nodding at Bastian, I swiftly remove the two
transparent stones from the pouch and hurtle across the space from bed to
fireplace, lifting my arm as I run. Skidding, I launch the two cold objects
directly into the blaze, and fall to my knees there … watching, hoping, waiting
…
A bright flash blinds us.
And then darkness takes us.
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Chapter 10: My Wishing Well
BOOK OF SAGES
A path is a way especially designed for
a particular use … it is also a course of conduct.
When
in doubt, act. Action frequently leads to decision.
Beware
the honeyed tongue of rulers too long in power. Listen to the words behind
words and choose then your own path. Beware, however, of sedition, hold your tongue.
Fortitude
is the most terrible of all virtues.
Tell
the truth, traveller, or you create issues hard to overcome later.
Words
of power should never be underestimated.
What
is fair? Answer that, and you solve the riddle of universes.
News of
arrival, when wished for and hoped for, spreads swiftly and requires no magic.
A young
soul cannot distinguish between a lesson and an insult.
The most
beautiful is also the most intangible. Often true beauty resides only in
memory.
Even
in utter darkness is the path present.
Freedom is more a state of mind than a condition of
circumstances. Of course there are factors that need be in place to ensure the
process, whether physical or emotional, and yet freedom is of and for the soul
first before all else. In darkness and confinement a soul can yet experience
freedom, although few will know ... and few will agree. There is another type
of freedom and it is flight. Free of gravity a soul is also free of cares.
Even after
all has changed, time has a way of bringing forth the familiar. One day you
look around you and remark, “Nothing has changed.”
Trust your
mind to reveal the truth. See it, feel it.
Every desert
is special, for in its lifelessness it contains the secrets to life.
The
wise tell us home is where one’s heart is. This, I believe, is to still the
longing when one is in an unfamiliar port. Home is home, is it not? The stone,
the earth, the sky above, the rustling tree of our first steps, of growing up
... of leaving. If one is blessed, one may return ... if only for a moment.
The
surprise of fresh surroundings engenders insight.
Every
plan feels like the best strategy, but every plan has an alternative and each
can twist out of control. The best-laid plans refer to those sketched in brief,
ever allowing for the unforeseen.
Do not attempt to inhabit another’s
skin.
When a team functions in tandem, it is
an effective tool.
Nothing exists in a vacuum. What this
statement means has little to do with the likelihood of life in an airless
space. It means all is connected, that function results from mutual reliance.
One cannot wander old paths without
finding them altered.
Subterfuge, whether a small lie or a
large manipulation, eventually turns back on the wielder.
What is true justice? If
sentience is subjective, how does one measure true justice?
Every journey is different.
Choose wisely before you embark.
Profess a willingness to
change … and discover it is not as easy as belief engenders.
Thought is matter. A void,
therefore, cannot ever be empty.
Magic in the
most unlikely places has the power to astonish.
We are made for
opposites. We are part of the multiverse, after all, and it cannot function
without action and reaction.
Listen to the
old and wise. They have experience youth cannot fathom.
The best
advice anyone is able to share, when advice is sincere and may be regarded as
less than criticism, is to be yourself always. On the other hand, to follow it,
you have to know yourself.
Memory is
subjective, personal, misleading, encompassing, and is the stuff of life. We
are because we think, yes, but we are also the result of the years, events and
experiences residing in memory. Without it we are born anew, and it is hard to
start building a personality again … can one ever be the same?
Friendship
is first in the call to duty. Aiding a friend is aiding yourself.
Catharsis
is an intangible gift, and yet is a gift, a healing of the soul.
Same sex partners are
as ancient as time. Many frown upon this and others are not affected. The truth
is no one has the right to judge and there is no wrong where love is supreme.
And now the codicil, reader. High rank sorcery is dangerous to wielder and
bystander, and should thus ever be contained. But who are we to judge? Step
forward, however, when two powers seek to meld, whatever the ideal or purpose,
for then the danger is manifold. Unfortunately, for manipulators of the realms
of sorcery, this means keeping same sex partners apart.
The past is
with us always. We are the product of experience.
Oblivion takes many
forms, although one can say only a minority attains it consciously. Sleep is a
form of oblivion, but is regarded as imperfect, for the unconscious is more
active during that period. When drugs are used, the user claims oblivion, and
yet this cannot be. Too much changes within for that to be true. Death is not
oblivion, for new journeys begin. What, then, are the forms of oblivion?
Coma can mimic
oblivion, but this is rare. Degeneration of brain tissue heralds oblivion, a
physical enforcing. Forgetting is oblivion.
Not knowing
something is oblivion. Unawareness of truth is also regarded as oblivion.
Freedom must be paid
for, whether by blood or terrible understanding. Freedom, true freedom, cannot
be borne by weaklings.
How do you grapple
with slippery nuances and then hold onto a facet long enough to affect the
change required to alter a situation or perception? Faith, reader, and
self-belief.
Delirium isn’t
oblivion, but it can feel that way to the healthy mind.
To forget is sometimes the easier
option. This is akin to stating ‘ignorance is bliss’.
Forgetting is also difficult to
overcome. A state not only physical, but emotional, and it is emotion that
creates the greatest obstacle.
A dual nature is of no use when evil is
paramount. Duality, then, sickens the vessel.
Everything is
relative, given sufficient distance, whether of actual miles or the march of
time. Hark to that, friend, because something hurtful this day may become
something else along your road.
Listen with ears and heart and then
take the time to dissect the new information. Do this whether confronted by a
family secret, a friend’s confidence, a stranger’s unwitting slip. Do this
especially thoroughly when you are surrounded by your enemies. All has meaning;
your task is to find the straight in the twist. Only then might you act in a
manner to solve an issue.
If you would be counted, by others, by
history, by yourself, place your mark where it is ever visible.
Abandonment teaches hard
lessons.
Connections between us are
imperative for sentience to function. Not all connections are benign, however.
Heat is able to arise from
a mere thought. The chill of fear comes from a heart beating out of rhythm.
Memories are never what you
expect when you examine them dispassionately.
Grief creates currents hard
to swim from.
Love is a choice, as choice is part of love.
A simple touch is able to alter time.
Turn your back on the past if you wish for a joyful future.
Ignorance is bliss, some preach, and prefer a life of stasis
to maintain such a state of ‘bliss’.
Knowledge is bliss also, the informed reveal, and seek to know
ever more, thereby discovering chaos.
As in all, balance is key.
Tread lightly, seeker.
Wake up, lazybones.
No one needs more gods. You
are, each of you, a god.
Love is a precious gift.
Thought is matter. A void,
therefore, cannot ever be empty.
New paths are determined by new choices.
Rocks tend to keep secrets.
Turn the tables on others at your peril.
The winds of change are not always benevolent, but they
should be welcomed, no matter the state, for it is in change that we discover renewal
and purpose.
When you read your future, know that there will be both
great moments … and heartache.
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