This is how it began: Justine (not her real
name) decided to write 500 words (or as near as), anything goes, per week for 52
weeks. She would then submit it for anonymous posting, via me, her friend.
Perhaps a pattern will emerge from her words, but at this stage it’s more an
experiment I have agreed to share in. I’ll attempt to draw conclusions at the
end of this. Stay tuned if this resonates with you.
I admit, I’ve come to use this weekly post as a means to
decipher my state of mind over the days past since the last one. Yes, that was
and is the point, but the way I do it has changed.
Initially, when we started this, I would have pen and paper
handy and jot notes as I went, or I would add to a document already open on my
computer. A rolling commentary of days, so to speak, the issues, ideas and
thoughts that came to mind to be recorded as they happened.
Life, however, blunts the edges. Eventually I found myself
hurriedly sitting to quickly compose a post for submission, even when I didn’t
feel like doing so, because a promise after all is a promise. In a strange way,
that very act of writing hurriedly actually served to focus my thoughts, and
therefore the exercise is not without merit. Still, the attention I thought to
give to this went right out of the proverbial door – life got in the way.
What started out as a desire to discover who I am became all
too quickly merely a matter of keeping a promise. I think this happened after
the situation with that idiot who smashed into my car – I could not write
because of the state I was in … and then wrote something quickly just to get it
off my chest, and that set the tone. Are we not creatures of habit?
For your information, I am now composing this before due
date. This is a conscious decision to see if doing so changes the manner in
which I share thoughts. I will step away from this just now and return to it
before I send it on.
If there is a marked difference, tell me!
Right, at this point I took a breath and searched my store
of thoughts, to find the best issue to address here. Guess what came up first?
My absolute disenchantment with the ‘season to be jolly’.
Christmas is coming and I want to hide away, yes, but I really don’t want to
discuss it yet. In a way I’m hoping something good will happen to change my
mind and therefore I must not at this point step on the likelihood by airing
all those negative thoughts. Expect an update closer to the days in question!
I know this weekly update is from a woman’s perspective …
how else? I do wonder, however, if men read it, and if they are able to use
points made to further their understanding of how women think. Sometimes I wish
I could read a weekly post from a man not afraid to air his feelings, in order
to understand how men think. This would promote better understanding between
the sexes, not so? On the other hand, let us be objective here. This journal is
one woman’s mind set and doesn’t describe all of us, therefore one man’s
entries cannot ever explain how all men think and act. We would have to collate
multiple posts from different times and different countries, seasons, income
groups and so forth, and that is a task I don’t relish undertaking.
For now, therefore, I’ll stick to this and see what comes
(It seems to me, I thought more for this post, because there
was no rush to write. It also feels as if this post is unfinished, as if there
is more to say this week. A sign, I believe, of the processors in my brain
kicking in when I take my time. Right?)
So I'm moving around this blog, checking things, adding stuff and so forth, and thought I'd share popularity of the pages found here, based on number of views.
1. The Infinity Mantle - it's not the oldest page, but it is my debut novel and I'm well pleased it's at number one!
2. Book Reviews - glad you all like it enough to slot it in at number two. I aim to link the covers to the actual reviews soon, for easier navigation.
3. The Kinfire Tree - book two and perhaps the most controversial of the four Arcana books, for it deals somewhat with the subject reincarnation.
4. Interviews - the page contains all links to interviews Writing World has posted. Soon I'll update it with interviews others have posted elsewhere after chatting to this author ;)
5. The Tinsal Deck - my first standalone novel about tarot cards and revenge. I'm very proud of this work, for it took me into an entirely different way of writing.
6. The Drowned Throne - Arcana's book three, where all hell breaks loose upon Valaris.
7. Thomas Henson - first short story, and I'm actually amazed to see it sort of in the middle of the popularity stakes!
8. Latticework - a collection of short stories - read at your peril!
9. The Dragon Circle - pity this one doesn't get as much attention, seeing as it ends the Arcana saga and contains much emotion and ties up many loose ends. This one was hardest to write, for it isn't easy to release a story, to let go.
10. The Kallanon Scales - first Reaume book, and as it's still quite new, I can't expect it to match to Infinity (yet)!
11. Buy here - Payhip for my two self-pubbed works. I may remove it, it feels shallow to have it up there ;)
12. LORE Gallery - created today, and already garnering attention - thank you!
13. Justine's Journal - a brave lady, and thank you for reading
14. The Nemisin Star - Reaume's second volume, VERY new!
15. LORE Maps - also created today and already has a few hits - again, thank you!