Sunday, November 24, 2024
Sunday, May 19, 2024
Excerpt: The Orphan - Rose scented shampoo
HE RETURNED AFTER hours of waiting. Her nerves
screamed at her to go after him, help him, he may be in trouble, but just as
she was about to abandon the dry hollow where she hid, he appeared.
Sunflower hit him in the
shoulder. “Don’t do that again,” she snarled.
He merely laughed … and held out
a holdall.
Eyes narrowed, she snatched it,
opened it. Oh. Fresh clothes. Toiletries, including pads.
“We can wash in the pond we saw a
way back.” Adin watched her rummage, clearly enjoying her reactions. “But first
…”
She accepted the brown bag he
shook with wiggling eyebrows. Food. Proper stuff-it-in food. Sunflower sat flat
on the stony ground, and stuffed her face. Although cold, it was delicious.
Fries, deep fried fish, pork sausages, savoury tarts, and a yummy chilli dip.
“How?” she asked around filled
cheeks.
“Raided the clothes recycle bin
to look presentable enough, washed up in a toilet in back of the local gas
station, and then went shopping. Got some funny looks for the girl stuff, but
so what?” He peered at her. “Charged my phone at the diner.”
Sunflower stared at him. “You
went online?”
“That’s what took so long, yes.”
“And?”
“Your father put out a fresh
appeal for you on your birthday, but I didn’t find anything else about you.”
Sucking the last of the sauce
from her fingers, she prompted, “Fred?” She still called him Fred, easier to
deal with him, as if he were no more than a character in a play.
“Dug some into Paul Paterson’s
life. Seems he vanished around the time you did, so it’s definitely him. Folks
have the kind of money to put him in that fancy school, but he was the fifth
son, won’t inherit much. The bulk of the estate goes to the oldest.”
“Explains why he took me for
ransom.”
“His folks have a reward out.
They’re looking, as your folks are looking.”
“But he can’t go home, not until
I’m dead.”
Adin nodded.
Sunflower rose to gather the
remains of her meal. “Let’s get to that pond.” As they walked on after
shouldering their gear old and new, she asked, “What are you not telling me?”
“He broke out from an
institution. Committed for some mental disorder. His parents want him found
because they say he is a danger to society.”
Closing her eyes briefly, she
walked on. It explained his odd behaviour. How he taunted her. How he watched
her. Yet, to be truthful, he did not actually hurt her. In some ways he, in
fact, cared for her. Monthly feminine products. New clothes. Books, including
the cookery kind. Sleeping tablets. Cough mixture when she had a chest issue.
It didn’t make sense.
She said as much.
“There’s such a thing as mental
torture,” Adin murmured.
And wasn’t that the truth?
They reached the pond, and as the
first rays of sunshine peered over the towering mountains, Sunflower forewent
everything else to become as clean as she could be, revelling in the rose
scented shampoo Adin had bought for her.
Ever would the smell of roses
bring him to mind.
An orphaned boy searches for a lost girl.
A woman abandons her new-born at a motel in the back of
beyond. Adin grows up unloved, bullied, and no one remembers him. He doesn’t
exist.
Until he sees a poster for a missing girl on a lamppost.
There is an instant connection to little Sunflower, kidnapped for ransom, only
to disappear after the money is paid. He exists because he must find her.
Alone, he searches, a journey that takes him into the wild places, meeting
along the way some interesting characters.
In dreams he speaks to her, for she is the one who will
remember him.
Thursday, March 21, 2024
Sunday, March 3, 2024
Excerpt: The Orphan - Nowhere
HE BOUND HER, gagged
and blindfolded her, put her in the back of a truck or van – she felt ridges
under her and surmised it was more of a pickup – and then drove without
stopping for many hours.
When they finally stopped, he
dragged her by her foot to the edge, and snapped something cold and hard around
her ankle.
“It’s a GPS tracking device. Run,
and I can find you anywhere at any time. Nod if you understand.”
Sunflower nodded.
“If you attempt to remove it, it
will trigger an explosive chip inside and you will lose most of your leg. Nod
if you understand.”
Swallowing, she did just that.
“An alarm will sound if you are
more than a hundred yards from my receiver. You will have ten seconds to return
to range. If you don’t, the explosives will trip. Nod if you understand.”
With tears seeping from under her
blindfold, Sunflower nodded vigorously.
“If someone comes and you do not
hide immediately, I will set it off myself. Do I need to say it?”
No, he did not. She nodded.
He lifted her to her feet,
removed her bindings, ungagged her and shifted the blindfold down. He gave a
strange smile and waved a hand. “You are free to move around within those
constraints.”
First, she stared at her ankle. An
ugly metal band sat there; a tiny red light glowed steadily. She believed him.
It could do all he said. Escape was virtually impossible. Then she looked up to
their surroundings.
A stone cottage squatted in the
middle of absolutely nowhere, in a field of grass with nothing but a lone tree
next to it to break the severity of isolation. There were no other homes in
sight, not even a stable or pen or corral. The middle of nowhere. There was nowhere to run to, had she the ability to do so.
There was nowhere to hide. No one would hear her scream.
Sunflower inhaled the fresh air.
Nowhere was by far better than a
dank room in the dark.
An orphaned boy searches for a lost girl.
A woman abandons her new-born at a motel in the back of
beyond. Adin grows up unloved, bullied, and no one remembers him. He doesn’t
exist.
Until he sees a poster for a missing girl on a lamppost.
There is an instant connection to little Sunflower, kidnapped for ransom, only
to disappear after the money is paid. He exists because he must find her.
Alone, he searches, a journey that takes him into the wild places, meeting
along the way some interesting characters.
In dreams he speaks to her, for she is the one who will
remember him.
Monday, February 19, 2024
Monday, January 8, 2024
Orphan Excerpt: Adin in the North
In wild places, no one is ever truly lost.
ADIN
SPRING ARRIVED PAINSTAKINGLY slowly, but when it was in full swing, the glory left Adin breathless.
Harry Wilson, reading in his young companion an affinity for the natural order, made a suggestion. He needed to see his brother, he claimed, his brother having been the subject of his winter dreaming, often to leave him as speechless and unmoving as the first time it happened with Adin present. He would be away some time and would appreciate it if Adin would stay in the cottage and look after things for him. Just until he returned. Then Adin was a free agent once more, but was welcome to remain as long as he wished.
No hurry, he said. “Will leave only after the spring melt. Roads too dangerous right now.”
He then watched Adin think. He saw the lad study the trees, the surroundings, and smell the air. As spring gradually gave way to the beginnings of summer, Harry knew the boy had fallen as hard for the wild spaces as he had as a much younger man. He knew what the answer would be long before Adin himself knew it with certainty.
“I’ll stay.”
“Good lad.” Harry gripped his shoulder. “Will make sure you have all you need before I go. Unless you wish to come into town with me, spy out the lay of the land there for yourself?”
“If they know I’m alone here, I won’t be here long.”
“Yeah, the do-gooders will want to save your sorry ass,” Harry chortled.
THUS IT WAS that Adin spent the summer alone and unfettered in the wild northern spaces. The beginnings of manhood to come settled into broadening shoulders and developing arm and leg muscles, growing height, as he traipsed the spaces endlessly, discovering new sights with every step.
Harry was right. One found oneself out there.
While he unleashed his physical self during the day, at night his spirit delved nocturnal spaces. His dreams intensified.
At first, while Harry was still around offering insight, his dreams didn’t change much, except for colour. The images were more vivid, and he remembered more detail upon waking. Now, with no one watching, he soared into the unknown.
His wandering became about more than simply seeking Sunflower. In fact, it became about more than mere ‘wandering’. Adin sought to know the realm of the spirit, and therefore flew into spaces both awe-inspiring and terribly dark. By his reasoning, the more he knew, the better equipped he was to aid Sunflower.
On the day he and Sunflower turned fourteen, he finally spoke to her.
An orphaned boy searches for a lost girl.
A woman abandons her new-born at a motel in the back of
beyond. Adin grows up unloved, bullied, and no one remembers him. He doesn’t
exist.
Until he sees a poster for a missing girl on a lamppost.
There is an instant connection to little Sunflower, kidnapped for ransom, only
to disappear after the money is paid. He exists because he must find her.
Alone, he searches, a journey that takes him into the wild places, meeting
along the way some interesting characters.
In dreams he speaks to her, for she is the one who will
remember him.
Sunday, December 10, 2023
Chapter 1: The Photographer
CRISPY OUT. Caspar grinned, shoving his hands into his jacket pockets, while inhaling the freshness. Perfect for Christmas Eve. Might even snow tonight.
Everyone was coming over in a few hours. His turn to host the Bell family this year, and he looked forward to the chaos, although his wife was super stressed, had chased him out into the cold because apparently every word he offered was criticism. It wasn’t and he knew Adele knew that; her perfectionist nature just made her so grumpy. Laughing, he wandered across the park opposite their home, heading to the small fishpond.
He also looked forward to unveiling his repaired camera with Tilio present, wondering at the same time what she’d give him this year. His sister sourced the best gifts, but man, the camera she gave him last Christmas needed work. He’d enjoyed every moment of it. Luckily, she found a box camera, circa 1880-ish, which used celluloid, and that meant it was fixable. A fixed-focus lens and single shutter speed that in the old days came pre-loaded with enough film for a hundred snaps or so, which then needed to be sent away to be developed and the camera reloaded with film. Simple as the concept was, that had been the part he had trouble with, as in sourcing the small parts to enable him to reload himself, never mind finding someone reliable to supply him with film. The shroud turned out to be a sales gimmick; a box camera didn’t need it. It fell apart anyway.
He hadn’t yet used the contraption, had waited for Tilio, but tonight he intended to capture festivities on the film he managed to instal three days ago. Might not end up offering much, but was worth the effort if it worked. Adele would be taking pics with her mobile phone, just in case, as she teased him last night.
The goldfish finned their way over on noticing him. As ever, he had a handful of pellets in his pocket, which he dispersed, kneeling then to watch them gobble it up. He’d love doing this with a son or daughter in the years to come, but not yet. He and Adele had agreed to wait until she turned thirty. Two years to go before they started trying. Ha, he had to get Tilio hitched. Wouldn’t it be perfect if a child of his and a child of hers grew up together? Cousins as close as siblings. She just hadn’t met the right man yet.
“Caspar!” floated to him from their porch. “Get back here now!”
Rolling his eyes. Caspar did exactly that.
THE FOLKS were installed in front of the fire. Cousins Molly and Sara, twin sisters, and their spouses Jason and Frederick – not Fred, mind, had to be Frederick – chatted around the table, helping Adele light candles, while baby Andy gurgled orders from his highchair. Molly’s tot, Adele had hissed in his ear earlier, not Sara’s. Sara was the pregnant one.
Nursing a beer near the giant Christmas tree, Caspar watched everyone, loving every crazy minute. He noticed how Sara’s gaze strayed to his mother, and how sad she was each time she did so. The twins lost their mother six months ago, a car accident that took from his mother her sister also. The three women had hugged it out long on arrival; they hadn’t seen each other since the funeral. Maybe this gathering would help them accept.
He noticed also how Adele made big eyes at him, and tapped her wrist. Right. Where was Tilio? Not like her to be late. Finding his phone, he called her, but it went straight to voicemail. Frowning, he made his way to their parents. “Mom? You spoke to Tilio earlier, right?”
His mother glanced at her wristwatch, one of the few people he knew who still wore one. “She said she’d be here at eight, Caspar. I told you. It’s half seven now.”
Had she told him? Probably, and he hadn’t heard her and therefore hadn’t informed Adele to hold dinner until at least 8:30. Bugger. His wife would chew his ear off when she heard this. Inhaling, he prepared to face that kind of Christmas music, but then, thank heavens, his sister made her entrance, yelling, “Hello, everyone!”
Loaded, too. Caspar almost rubbed his hands gleefully like a little boy. Seemed those giant bags she toted contained substantial presents. Awesome. Her moved in, hugged her, and divested her of her burdens.
“Under the tree?” he suggested.
“You’re agog,” she laughed.
“Totally,” he admitted, dragging her and her load to the tree. “Why were you late? You’re usually first in the door.”
Tilio rolled her eyes. They did that a lot, both, rolling the eyes. “Waiting for Andy’s toy to arrive.” She wiggled her body. “He’s so going to love it.”
“He’s a year and a bit. He loves everything new anyway.”
“Oh, lovely, deflate my sails, will you?”
Together they packed her gifts under the tree, with Caspar noticing his was rather on the small side this year, but highly intrigued despite his disappointment. Nice shiny paper, wasn’t it? “Oh, sis, the camera’s ready. Gonna put it into action at dinner.”
She looked at him with her brown eyes, same shade as his, serious. “Are you sure? I get this shivery feeling every time I think of that thing.”
“Poo. The old man was just pulling your pigtails. It’ll be fine, you’ll see.”
“First course is ready!” Adele sang out. “Come on now.”
FIFTY MINUTES later, the first toast and Adele’s delicious soup with crispy French bread slices behind them, Caspar fiddled with the box camera on its tripod at the head of the table, telling everyone to give him a minute. Fiddly bloody thing.
Other than Andy chatting away to the room while slapping his highchair’s table with his spoon, no one spoke. Having told them to be ready for the first photo, and that it could happen unexpectedly, everyone had pasted on a smile and now waited for the camera to go into action, facing him. Man, the pic would look so staged, but okay.
“Here goes,” Caspar muttered, standing behind the box, hands on either side of it. “Say Christmas balls!”
That loosened them up and he pressed buttons as everyone, including a laughing Tilio, shouted the words out.
A horrific gargle tore through the house.
Horrified silence was next.
And then Andy started bawling.
Monday, November 27, 2023
Sunday, November 26, 2023
When winter catches you - Orphan Excerpt
Lost in the woods is found amid trees.
ADIN
ADIN WALKED INTO winter.
At the home, when winter came,
the boys were soon ill. No one supplied them with extra blankets or warm coats,
never mind heating in their rooms. In his long years there, seven boys died of
lung diseases, and he also shuddered through the unbearable cold, coughing and
sniffling.
Now he was prepared.
Iris showed him how to use her
bank card and therefore he knew what to do to have cash in hand, but a child
drawing a large sum alone would appear suspicious … or be an easy target. He
might technically be a teenager, but he was small for his age, and did not have
the strength to fight off bullies and thieves.
Choosing ATMs inside shopping
malls worked well. Not only was he amid many and less likely to suffer a
beating, but he was able to pretend he was drawing money for his mother. That
was his story, if asked, but only once did an older woman enquire if he needed
help, standing behind him with her own card ready. He smiled at her and told
her his mother had shown him what to do.
He drew the maximum daily allowance
each time, and then made the cash stretch. Less of a trail, not that anyone had
cause to be looking for him.
He headed north, and as the
weather worsened, he bought proper gear, a little here, a little there, never
spending too much in one place. Each time he entered a store, it was with his
needs in mind, and he’d head directly to what it was he sought, select the
item, pay and leave. No window shopping. No indecision. Once a young girl at
the till asked him where his parents were, him shopping for himself, and he
said his father sent him to pay while he went into the store next door.
Every move he made ensured he was
forgotten the moment he walked away.
He walked for the most part,
tramping the minor roads. Sometimes he got a lift, usually from women who
stopped and asked why he was alone out there. The story that worked best was an
argument with friends while on an outing, and he left the fight, choosing to
walk rather than wait for his lift. Generally, those rides took him into the
next town or occasionally a bus station.
A few times he caught a bus, but found
that worked best on weekends. On school days the old folks were too nosy. He
took the train, too, but after a conductor said to stay put, he’d contact the
cops to help him with adult supervision, he stayed away from trains.
Mostly, it was safer to walk.
He avoided cities at all costs.
Too young to secure accommodation
in motels or hotels, he opted for the outdoors. One of the first items he
bought, after sturdy hiking boots and thick socks, was a tent and then a
sleeping bag, one with a built-in pillow. More and more the outdoors felt like
true home. He could not understand why folk chose to live in cities. Swiftly he
had camping in remote areas down to expert level. He was a survivor, after all.
Prepared as he believed himself
to be, winter caught him off guard.
ADIN UNZIPPED THE
tent flap, shivering. Whiteness greeted him. The snowfalls he’d heard talk of
in the nearby town had arrived.
Two days back he overheard a
conversation about frequent blizzards in the region, and how snow piled many
feet thick. Staring out over a landscape featureless, where yesterday had been
trails and boulders, he understood he was in trouble. Not in this particular
moment, no – he’d simply pack up and tramp back to town before conditions
worsened – but long term. If this forerunner stymied him, shuddered him head to
toe with the onset of what had to be minor cold, he could only imagine what a
blizzard would do.
Time then to make new plans, the
kind to see him through winter without calling attention to himself. Not once
did he consider turning around and heading south in search of milder weather. Something
summoned him north, and he chose to follow that inner directive. Or someone.
Sunflower summoned him.
She was in his dreams every
night, her amber eyes pleading with him to watch over her. He would do more
than watch over her in dreams; he would find her in real life.
Sunflower was somewhere in the
north.
Therefore, Adin would bear
winter, survive it, and continue his search with spring.
Sunday, November 5, 2023
Blacktop in a Red Wood
MORNING LIGHT FILTERED through the canopy and birds sang greeting.
Ben stretched after
uncurling from his hollow in the damp soil along the verge. Body heat had made
the indentation for him. He hadn’t dared the wood behind. He doubted there were
predators, but rather safe than not.
Wisps of mist floated
like white ethereal arms about the tree trunks. It was so silent he felt
entirely alone. But for wildlife, no one else lived in this world. Except a
woman in a cottage not far away. North, a few miles.
He turned to gaze in
that direction. A hollow feeling erupted in his stomach, and it had nothing to
do with hunger.
Slinging his rucksack
over one shoulder, he started walking.
There was no sign a car
had ever passed here during the night.
Alayna lives as a recluse in the giant redwood forest far from
prying eyes. When intruders break into her home with the intention of robbing
and using her, a man with vivid green eyes becomes an unlikely saviour. The
instant they see each other their fates are sealed. Ben and Alayna have the
kind of attraction that reeks of a celestial mandate.
Monday, October 30, 2023
Saturday, October 21, 2023
Saturday, September 23, 2023
Tuesday, August 22, 2023
Sunday, August 20, 2023
Sunday, August 6, 2023
Chapter 10: GABRIEL
The
dude in the mirror is trying to kill her!
Ivy moves
into an overgrown cottage in the back of beyond two days before Christmas. She
soon discovers that the old place keeps old secrets. The mirror above her
mantlepiece is not what it seems. Ash and oil footsteps appear from nowhere, as
does writing on a wall.
Is her
refuge haunted? Ha, well, she’ll decorate the bejeezus out of it, overwhelm
whatever it is with pretty baubles and blinking lights. Not everyone loves
Christmas as much as she does, after all.
A good
plan indeed … until Gabriel introduces himself.
Old
houses certainly do keep old secrets.
X
|
W |
ait. I have a
condition.”
Arms akimbo at her CD player - she intended to pop her carols disc in - Ivy glared at Gabriel in his robes. Why robes? Folk didn’t wear bloody robes like that a thousand years ago. Was it a sorcery thing? Never mind.
Ivy, focus.
“I am not here to negotiate,” he growled.
Actually growled. One read about that shite in novels, but who actually
did it in real life? Come on, peeved folk didn’t bloody growl like big cats,
not in reality. He did. Blimey, he sounded for a moment there like a sabre
tooth, never mind a cuddly lion.
She stood her ground. “According to the law of the land in the present, I
am boss here. You have scared the crap out of me and yet, here I am, helping
you. Yeah, because I want you on your merry way, but truth is, I could’ve run
out that door and left you to your waiting. Correct?”
He stared at her so long, goosebumps clambered even into her armpits.
“What is your condition?” he eventually asked.
“I wish for light in my space, whether grey or bright. The ivy has
overgrown the windows, and that makes me feel claustrophobic also. So, if you
could remove the ivy … not everywhere, but so it’s pretty, an adornment rather
than a strangler vine taking all light away. You know? You can do that, right?
A finger snap?”
Baby Jesus in a hay bale, she was rambling. His unblinking blue stare
made her nervous.
“You wish for a picture book cottage.”
She sucked at her teeth. Did she? All pretty and countrified? The kind
she always drooled over in lifestyle magazines? Yes, she wanted that.
Shrugging, she admitted to it.
Gabriel smiled then. The gesture entirely altered his stern features.
Wow. Pity about the thousand-year gap.
“My wife wished for that also.”
Right. A man in mourning. Put them flutter bugs back in the jar, girl.
He snapped his fingers. “It is as you wish.”
Of course, it was now too dark to notice the difference, but Ivy moved to
the nearest window and grasped the grimy handle. After twisting and shoving a
bit, she pushed the sash open. Fresh air swirled in, icy enough to reveal the
threat of snow soon. No ivy remained over the window.
Grinning, she closed up again. This had just saved her weeks of
painstaking and back-breaking labour. Damn, when a city girl got creative, she
got creative.
“Thank you.”
Gabriel nodded and proceeded to light up every Christmas string.
True. That’s what they were doing. Luring a killer in with pretty
baubles.
Sighing, Ivy shoved the CD in.
Near ten o’clock,
having consumed the microwave turkey dinner for one she bought at the store the
day before - she offered Gabriel a share, for the dinner was in fact enough to
feed ten, but he claimed he had no need to eat - Gabriel’s End was one giant
Christmas beacon.
Inside, at least. Flakes fell outside now, slow and soft, and thus Ivy
put the outdoor strings off until another occasion. Maybe next Christmas … if
she bloody survived this one.
Music soared.
Colours winked on and off.
Spices and gravy aroma permeated every space.
The fire crackled merrily.
The tree glowed as if fairies danced amid the plastic branches.
Tinsel twirled and glinted.
Clasping her hands together, Ivy got all misty-eyed. It was exactly as
she envisioned. The perfect Christmas. Utter bliss. No one around to tell her
how to behave.
Then her gaze fell on Gabriel in the shadows next to the fireplace. He
waited there, still as a statue. Creepy. If anything did come through the
mirror, he’d be in position to pounce.
Drat. What a way to spoil perfection.
Between ten and half-ten was the killer’s witching hour, apparently. They
had discussed it, and now, as the electronic clock on her mobile lit up when
the silent alarm she’d set kicked in, Ivy crossed warily to the mirror … and
yanked the cover off.
An instant later she ducked and screamed.
A dagger came hurtling out of the darkness. It thudded into the wooden
reveal surrounding the nearest window, quivering there like to a burrowing
metal lizard.
Scuttling to her wall of unpacked boxes, Ivy cowered as a man in
dirt-encrusted leather bespeckled with metal detail vaulted from the height of
the mantelpiece and thudded to the hearth stones.
Washed out green eyes fixated on her, and then he leered.
Ambling closer, he hefted two wicked-looking knives.
Ivy screamed.
Sunday, July 30, 2023
Chapter 10: Ethereal Musician
Alayna lives as a recluse in the giant redwood forest far from
prying eyes. When intruders break into her home with the intention of robbing
and using her, a man with vivid green eyes becomes an unlikely saviour. The
instant they see each other their fates are sealed. Ben and Alayna have the
kind of attraction that reeks of a celestial mandate.
Alayna feels it too, because Ben possesses a kiss able to break worlds. His green eyes are an ethereal magnificence amid the redwoods, lighting the way for love, music, dreams and destiny to mark their paths, but such a connection has a price.
Ten
A VIOLIN RESTED in its case on her desk.
Ben stopped dead when he
saw it.
His heart had thundered
during the night and his blood had raced. Every emotion hidden and unknown had
surfaced until flesh was soul and time was as ancient and unknowable as the cosmos.
She emptied him from the inside out and then she remade him.
That quickening was now
as nothing as to what assaulted every sense he possessed.
A violin.
Music.
In the filtered light of
this new day, he approached it as if it was a viper. Already his hand reached
to take possession. The contradiction between thought and action created
theories of chaos in his mind.
The desired object was
in his hands.
This was a work of art,
an instrument lovingly crafted.
An ache grew in his gut.
Alayna paid a lot of money
for this. Why?
“To hear you play,” she
whispered behind him.
He did not move. He
simply stared at what he held in his hands. The ache sought release.
“You know yourself now
…”
“Do I?” he croaked.
“You have a fair idea
and it will become clearer as you move forward.”
He swallowed. “So?” But
those answers were of less importance to the growing pressure within him.
“Knowing means leaving,
Ben. You returned to understand that … and to accept it. You must go forward,
never back.”
Her hands were on his
shoulders, warm through the thin shirt he’s shrugged on to stave off some of
the chill. He took great comfort from her touch, now. Every word she spoke was
only truth. This was finally relief.
“We have an ages
difference that won’t hold up in this society,” she murmured.
He turned then. “Ages?” he said, his gaze intent.
She did not blink. “Yes.
Ages.”
“How old are you?” The
words tore from him. Suspicion could now become fact.
Even now she wouldn’t
give him that. No lies, but not straightforward fact either. “Too old. Very
old. We are old souls both.”
She intended to leave
him with only his suspicions. She intended to keep to the rumor of what souls
were capable of.
He dug deeper. “How old
am I? I do not mean my soul.”
Alayna blinked. “That
would be the real question, wouldn’t it?”
And that answered it for
him.
Smiling then, he lifted
the violin to his shoulder, tucked it under his chin, sensing the knots unraveling
inside. Already notes floated into his blood.
“And you want to hear me
play before I hit the long road.”
Her sigh settled over
him like a warm blanket. “It will be your final gift to me.”
He lifted the bow. It
settled whisper soft onto the strings. Fingers found the right chords
automatically. This he knew; this was
his true self.
The first angelic note
soared, and every bird in the forest fell silent to listen.
Tears coursed freely
over Alayna’s cheeks.
Worlds far, far, away
knitted back together as the flows of energy flew along the musical curves of
creation itself.
It was her final gift to
him as well.
Wednesday, July 26, 2023
Friday, October 7, 2022
Chapter 1: The Jeweller
What
does a girl do when the fantastical creatures she creates for a charm bracelet
come to life?
Emily questions her sanity when troll lifts his mace and wizard defends with his staff, and hightails it out of her studio. When her dad phones the next morning to say he’s coming over, she is beyond relieved. In the light of day, with her dad present, her imagination can’t play tricks … right?
Holy smoke! Even Dad is gobsmacked by what he sees. Elf brandishes his flute like a knife and fairy bites troll … how is this real?
Only one thing to do now.
Call in the cavalry because Mom will know what to do … right?
ONE
HOLY SMOKE!
My
chair screeched as I shoved away from my workbench. Right, seriously, I’ve
burned the midnight oil a few too many nights now; how else to explain my
current hallucination? Ha, chances were, it might also be fury making me see
things. Yeah, definitely. When a girl was angry, the real world was out there
behind a haze of righteousness, and only her own mutterings and, face it,
visions, made any kind of sense.
You
know the state, am I correct? Even your favourite pasta ends up tasting like
crap because it may be something you once enjoyed with the one making you so mad
in the present, and right now you need no bloody reminders. Yeah, you know the
feeling. So, you know where I’m at.
Still.
Weird.
Inhaling
one of those mighty breaths that folk tell you will calm your heart
palpitations, I stared at the scarred bench I inherited from my dad. Oh, he was
still very much in the land of the living, but he gave it to me a few years ago
when he and my mom downsized. I think he was secretly relieved his favourite
bench wouldn’t end up as firewood somewhere.
I
was ecstatic. This workbench was part of my childhood, and I adored the
solidness and loved every scar, burn, and hole drilled in error when a project
went a mite haywire. How we laughed when the metal bit scored the bench rather
than the dollhouse’s roof, the printer’s tray’s corner piece, the cat caves we
made, birdhouses, until the day Dad nearly drilled through his thumb. He
screamed, and given I had never heard him do that, I burst into tears.
Man, Mom nearly floored both of us with her withering looks, which I now know
were all about anxiety, not anger. She was in such a huff that the next day Dad
and I giggled for hours about it. Dad’s thumb ended up wrapped for weeks, but
it didn’t stop him from finishing the trellis for the sweet peas.
This
old thing had stories to tell.
So,
maybe old memories and my cocoon of anger now played tricks. I had been
thinking about asking my dad to come over to fix the old sander - another item
he passed to me - or more correctly, whether if I could get him to come over
before his stated day next week - needed to sand the cabinet in my bathroom - while
also swearing repeatedly about Pierre and his stupidity. Really, such a
goddamned idiot! Had he been lying on the bench right now, I’d drill multiple
holes in his nether parts, and then I’d start on his thick skull. Dick and
head. Ha.
Rubbing
my eyes, I stood up from the high stool I used when doing finicky work.
Standing was for power tools and hectic wrenching and stuff but led to unsteady
hands when engraving or creating the small details. Dad and I made the chair
from an old wrought iron railing, and the damn thing was heavy, shrieked when
dragged across the untreated concrete floor, but it did the job. It grew roots
and held fast when I needed to be as unmoving as possible. Mom rolled her eyes
every time she saw it; I nearly sliced my thumb off in the making of it.
Bet the foam below the now threadbare seat upholstery still sported a blood
splash or two.
Deep
breath, Emily. Deep. Slow. Breathe.
Focus.
Approaching
the bench, I breathed, in through the nose, out through the mouth, slow …
Holy
smoke!
What
was the matter with me? Yes, I had an over-active imagination, had to, to
create bespoke jewellery, my passion and my income, but certainly not of the
kind that had tiny metallic creatures come to life.
The
commissioned charm bracelet would adorn the wrist of a little girl on her
twelfth birthday in about three weeks, and her mother had asked for a host of
tiny beings to link to the silver chain because her daughter loved the magical
realms, ever had her nose in a fairy tale or fantasy book.
So
far, I’d cast, sculpted and engraved a silver troll hefting a mace, an elf
playing a flute, a fairy with spread wings, a dragonfly wearing a crown, a cat
with a bushy tail, a wizard and his staff, and tonight I intended to put the
finishing touches to a penguin cradling an orb on its webbed feet. The tiny
characters, the size of a thumb nail, waited in a line at the edge of the
toughened glass expanse embedded into a section of the old bench’s scarred top
- finicky stuff required a smooth work surface, after all - while I ironed out
the small sphere at the penguin’s feet - just know the girl would thumb it much
like one rubbed a tiny buddha’s belly, I’d bet anything she wouldn’t be able to
help herself - and caught, peripherally, a flicker of movement.
The
troll swung his mace …
…
and the wizard countered with his staff.
Nope.
Uh-uh, oh no, not happening.
Life-like
renditions wasn’t life.
The
high stool screeched.
Next,
I breathed like an expert at meditation. In. Out.
Seeing
things, too tired - had spent many nights creating moulds, melting silver, and
so forth, before starting on the details that made a piece come to life - ha! -
while wrapped like a comfortable blanket in my fury thinking of my best friend
Pierre and his idiot moves that might lose him the love of his life. Nicola, my
other best friend, did not deserve his suddenly cavalier treatment. Pierre,
meanwhile, acted the innocent …
Argh.
Stop it!
Chatterbox
mind, you know it, right? The thing that happens when you seek to distract
yourself from something you’d prefer not to think about too much? Round and
round your thoughts go, an insane rollercoaster and merry-go-round all in one,
until you cop what you’re doing, and basically scream at yourself to stop being
a nincompoop. Yeah, that. My chatterbox, if you haven’t yet noticed, was in
overdrive.
So.
Where
was I? Oh, right. I breathed, nose, mouth, et al, and moved closer to my workspace
to check on the state of my sanity.
The
cat bared its claws …
…
and the fairy took to wing.
Nope,
nope, nope. Seeing things. So not doing this. Gonna warm up the
left-over pizza, guzzle a mug of strong coffee, and to hell with this.
Can
you hear how hard the door slams as I leave the garage converted into my
studio? Yeah, that.









































